Sunday, May 31, 2026: 8:41AM
Lucy Kay, I love you. I miss you. I endured for you as best as I could. I wish it had been a sweet meeting- you in my arms, me smitten.
Yet, you have the better reality than I right now.
Are you playing with Maggie as I speak? Dancing in the fields of gold together, giggling and hugging each other like your big brother and sister do on this earth?
The strength of my fear often marked the depth of my love for you. I would have endured it 100 times over if it meant I got to hold you in my arms and watch you grow.
And yet, my fear has been replaced with such loss and crushing grief. Because of my love.
Mommy loves you, Lucy.
Say hello to your big sister for me.
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